tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4745213873752284384.post8876013873130336660..comments2023-06-25T07:52:43.921-07:00Comments on Faces of Loss, Faces of Hope: Kristinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05292279414919447049noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4745213873752284384.post-71542882764848537032010-08-02T11:14:11.967-07:002010-08-02T11:14:11.967-07:00I just read your story and I am so very sorry...I ...I just read your story and I am so very sorry...I know no words can help right now. Your story reminded me a bit of mine. I have 3 boys.But we decided to have a 4th. Last April 2009, at my 14 week appointment, we found out our baby's heart had stopped...He was a boy and I was devastated. We however started ttc once again...This past May 2010, at our regular Md appointment - we found out our little girls heart had stopped. I was 18 weeks along. <br />I still can't believe I lost both babies in the same way. All our testing came back showing that my babies were healthy...I was the problem..My body had failed them...We did all the tests for the clotting problems too - just waiting for the results, but like you, because I carried babies succesfully before - it is an unlikely cause...<br />I try to have hope that I will be a mommy again one day...but its hard - I am just so afraid of trying again...I couldn't handle loosing another child...<br />Much love to you and hugs....<br />BonnieButterfly-angelhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00986325058763858428noreply@blogger.com