tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4745213873752284384.post7638787015073496864..comments2023-06-25T07:52:43.921-07:00Comments on Faces of Loss, Faces of Hope: Kristinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05292279414919447049noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4745213873752284384.post-71639490593894182882010-12-08T14:35:24.240-08:002010-12-08T14:35:24.240-08:00just a little update to this...I had another misca...just a little update to this...I had another miscarriage at 8 weeks in '08, the baby never formed. My husband and I are in the middle of a divorce, we separated for a year and I came home full of hope thinking things were going to be okay. Unfortunately that is not the case. I will most likely not carry anymore children. 2 losses in a row was torturous. It seems like everyone but me has gotten their "rainbow" baby and that has been a very bitter pill to swallow. I start school in the spring and I want to become a Pediatric Oncology Nurse..Yup, I want to help kids kick cancer's ass! That is my new focus, and of course raising my 3 blessings who are now 6, 8, and 10. To everyone who has been here and who will be here, holding an angel in your arms changes you forever. That pain never goes away, at some point you learn to live with it. Yesterday would have been her 4th Birthday and it still makes me cry, my heart drops, the pain is still very much there. I miss her ever single day and I have accepted that I always will. Love and Light to all of you...reflectionshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11090181832734331525noreply@blogger.com